starfall farm

monday, aug 14 11:48 pm

currently listening to: romance is boring -- los campesinos

currently reading: mere christianity -- c.s. lewis (44%) and hijab butch blues -- lamya h.(20%)

currently feeling: inspired!

sweat and salt,

writhing bodies, bright orange

silicon bong going around--

smoke in your eyes doesn't hide

the moon, nor the perfectly unhidden

meteor shower. watch it in a drunken

stupor, reach up and grab a star--

make every friend kiss it

with their beer-stained lips,

shove it in your pocket

and let it heat your blood forever.

-- aryll

last saturday nite was my last time partying on my farm with all my friends b4 college. for most of us it's our first year of college (altho there were some there who've been in college for a bit and some who r still in high school.) even tho a good handful, maybe half, my friends r sticking around richmond and even going to the same school, it's still such a huge change and i'm so scared. i'm so desperate for my life to change and i know college is what i need right now, i need this move, but i don't want my friend group to change. but it will, and i have to live with that. at the very least i have so many good memories to keep with me for forever.